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i thought that
i matter something
but now realized........
what matters is everything other than me...........
learned to lose the smile
learned to live in tears
when life becomes
nothing more than crap
all i find in you is
an old friend,
so called changed......
forgetting the past
living for the future........
but me hardly changes with it
life
living it with
a couple of condemned friends
abandoned, somewhere in the junks
even though,
all i want to tell you is
to look behind,
revise the meaning of friend
if you find it as me,
please pray for me,
pray for you.....................
regards dileep